How are you doing?
Ok, enough of sentimental crap and picture posts. It is March, it shall be a new start, a new start to everyone. I had an urge to become aggressive and joyous no matter what starting on the first day.... but having that thought in me mind, i chucked a spaz and got all cranky yesterday. Looking at the bright side of things, i went to the bookshop at lunch, got some dried apricots to cheer myself, got composed again and left work at six thirty sharp. Today...I feel okay, I dressed myself well and have better hair...that is why i am writing now (also thanx to Commentator Boooo who called me a 'lazy pig')... u look and see how long this will last ;)
Last month was a really dim one... emotionally... even though there was nothing bad... (i think i should blurt it all out here) i felt like i'm about to burst in several occasions... and the way i dealt with it is i became really really really...quiet. For some strange reason, i have become extremely agitated by my fellow collegues, the more agitated i was the more quiet i became and to make things much worse, they will comment on how quiet i was, say i was not there, and ask if i would like to train as a budhha and rise to another world of me own. OK.
FUCK(!!!) them.
Very very much.
* * * * * * * * * *
Ok...here, i have let it all out here...the reason i felt i should let it out is because i have been reminded of a comment of becoming a bottle of champagne, collecting so much tension (air? pressure?) inside, that unless i let out all the guck i will really burst. I know, it's not worth getting so shitty about these things...but there.
Anyway, the reason for this post is also because i reminded myself of what this blog is really for (to meself i feel)... for some people who know me, to tell them i am still alive and still feeling bad (ha...no, i am okay) even if i don't get to see them often, or don't get to talk on the phone and so on. So, to all the good people reading, how are you doing?
P.S. Is anybody playing Monster Hunter portable? Is it good? I want to play
Last month was a really dim one... emotionally... even though there was nothing bad... (i think i should blurt it all out here) i felt like i'm about to burst in several occasions... and the way i dealt with it is i became really really really...quiet. For some strange reason, i have become extremely agitated by my fellow collegues, the more agitated i was the more quiet i became and to make things much worse, they will comment on how quiet i was, say i was not there, and ask if i would like to train as a budhha and rise to another world of me own. OK.
FUCK(!!!) them.
Very very much.
* * * * * * * * * *
Ok...here, i have let it all out here...the reason i felt i should let it out is because i have been reminded of a comment of becoming a bottle of champagne, collecting so much tension (air? pressure?) inside, that unless i let out all the guck i will really burst. I know, it's not worth getting so shitty about these things...but there.
Anyway, the reason for this post is also because i reminded myself of what this blog is really for (to meself i feel)... for some people who know me, to tell them i am still alive and still feeling bad (ha...no, i am okay) even if i don't get to see them often, or don't get to talk on the phone and so on. So, to all the good people reading, how are you doing?
P.S. Is anybody playing Monster Hunter portable? Is it good? I want to play
posted by JOFUS DUFUS at 4:32 AM
4 Comments:
dear mr. wong.. finally you are writing sth, I've longed for it. By reading it up and knowing you are still well, I'm glad. Similarly, I am also suffering from low EQ at work but I chose not to bottle myself by letting it out to several workmates and it felt much better. But... It's me who should adjust myself so that little things will not agitate me again...
Ha...dun worry Mr. Josuf... even if u dunno wht u are worrying abt, n just keep feeling agitated.. bcos it is useless to worry.
I tell you(I was also told by someone else, by a wise person), dat YOUR WORST DAY HAS NOT COME YET!!!! hahaha
you know, this principle really only applies to packy, as i have heard...goodluck (^o^)/
P.S. What do you take photographs with?
and did u cut your hair last time you had a haircut?
現今科技發達,已經唔淨只相機可以影到相咧,仲有其他gadgets.........==
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