what...

I'm flying in less than a month, am i excited? am i looking forward?
yes, slightly, but the fact that i haven't yet got the train tickets, bought some euros, done more research, etc, etc, makes me more nervous / annoyed than excited...i am also afraid that there will be an over-budget situation... money have been gushing out of my account...@_@ bad, bad....

but it will be alll good in 2 weeks time....everything we be ready.

today the sun reminded me of grade 3, certain still images...i cannot explain this but i had a gnarly feeling as if i am out of world and looking back at myself... its like in the movie "The Cell", how u get hypotised and u enter this thing inside ur thoughts.......................err...anyway.