Sortie (Way out)

Hi I'm back... but my mind have just landed. My mind have stayed in london for some extra time (and thus i have not updated XD), when travel mate Wing left HK... i was left alone by myself first time in a month. I finally came back, i realised the trip is over and a new one has begun. It has always been that i do need some time to digest things, usually it thinks me a while to get my point of view right, and respond...and i am still digesting...and now trying to give a response.
The trip has been experimental for me, i was an amateur, i was experimental on this experiment itself...travelling like this to me like an experiment, on stepping into new territories, on living a different way of live, on handling the people you meet... and i was really an amateur at all this... i am thankful, i know it is a luxury (at times during the trip i didn't think so), i am proud, that i have such an experience under my belt (and that i have got out of this alive), I don't really feel happy or sad or whatever, yet....The people i have met since i came back have asked me the same thing: "Did you have fun?", no, i didn't, i don't really mean it was not fun, it was lame...no, i don't mean that, what i mean is that i don't really view this trip as a "fun" thing, it was really a trip to see the world, see myself, a learning experience...
I must apologise to Wing that i couldn't be a better host during the last few days in HK, that it couldn't be a better ending to the trip, i must say that the trip is something sigificant in my life and i was glad to share this experience with you...

and for the people who might be waiting, i WILL be writing a travelogue...it is under construction, and will be posted shortly....or "longly"....:)